Waiting

I'm waiting.
with bated breath
Nervous
Like my first time.
Afraid
To make the right impression
Anxious
To feel that spark again
Excited
To see those eyes again
Sad
It won't be sooner
Happy
Because I know you're there.
At peace
Because I love again.

Forgive Me

I was so stupid.
To Not believe the one that mattered most
Please forgive me?

I am overwhelmed by the feelings I am feeling.
by the magnitude of one's passion
from afar.

Your passion ignites me
Your love invigorates.
Your soul lifts me.

How could I be so blind
How could I have been so stupid?
How could I have ignored the truth?

That your love is real
That my heart is yours.
That there is nothing else.
but you
and
me.

I am
and shall be
forever

Yours.

You Aren't

You aren’t there anymore
You have pulled yourself out of my heart.
By force.

You aren’t kind
You hurt me with a look.
I am Empty.

You aren’t the man I thought you were.
You can act so well.
So well.

You aren’t good for me.
You have taken my heart and left me.
With nothing.

You aren’t here.
You are there.
I am alone.

With no way to find you
To tell you.
You took my heart.
and
I am done.

You won.