Sometimes I Wonder

Distant
Thoughtful
Quiet
Exhausted

I wonder sometimes
Will you grow distant?
Thoughtful of what could have been?
Quiet in your thoughts of me?
Exhausted from the drama?

I fear maybe one day you will.
You have been distant these last few days
Stress I know.
But I wonder
If one day

I wonder
Sometimes

Is It Too Much

Is it Too Much
To want to give you all

Is It Too Much
That I fear I can't give enough

Is It Too Much
That I want everything to go right

Is It Too Much
To say it hurts sometimes

Is It Too Much
To say I will, even if it hurts to

Is It Too Much
To tell you you have changed me for better

Is It Too Much
To love you forever

Why So Nervous?

I want to throttle you sometimes
You surprise me
With things that I fear
But you do it so well
I forgive you.

You withdraw
And I want to yell
I can take it!
Share with me.
And then you do.
And we are fine again.

There are times I want to hold you
And tell you
It will be all right.
We'll get through this.
We can do anything
Together.

And then you hold me.
And the world is fine again.
We are fine.
We are one.
And I won't let you go.

Amaze Me

You continually amaze me
With every word
Every thought
Every...thing

You amaze me
Best days of my life are filled with you

A smile
A laugh
A word

And I am happy.
You make me happy.

I am so lucky.
People can go their entire lives and not experience
A moment

Like all the moments
I have with you.
Good and bad.
They are cherished
And I won't let them go.

Little Ashes

Little Ashes today.

I've seen it before.
But I see it in a new light
Each time I see it again.

A new quirk
Something I thought at first to be awkward manipulation
Turns into a subtle character trait.

Every time I see it
Tuck and all.

I see something new.