An Effect on Me

I am baffled by the intensity of the effect Robert has on me.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I wake up every morning from an unfinished dream with Robert in the starring role.

I don't think I need to go into details of said dreams, and frankly some of them are quite straight-laced.

But the fact that my unconscious mind can't block him has me perplexed.

The man intrigues me with his art. I am looking forward to seeing Little Ashes to see his versatility. Sad to say my small little town theatre didn't show it, so I must wait for it to come out on DVD, but I look forward to seeing it.

I honestly look forward to any Non-Edward thing he does. Don't get me wrong- i enjoy him as Edward, but I am more connected tot he man, Rob Pattinson, than to the fictitious characters he portrays. His mannerisms in real life leave me breathless. What gets me swooning, you ask?

Here's the list of things he does that I'll never tire of:

1. The hair pull- Seriously that man should be bald for all the pulling and running of fingers through those locks. I am so glad he has great strong hair genes!

2. The lip tug- every time he pulls his bottom lip into his mouth- melt. It shows how vulnerable he really is. Edward wouldn't do this...

3. Licking the lips- Another nervous reaction- at first I just wanted to get the boy some chapstick, then i started really thinking more about that tongue... and those lips...enough said...

4.That smile- not just any smile, and not the crooked one everyone associates with Edward (although that one is wonderful too). No,the bright and genuine smile that crinkles his eyes up and sparkles. It is moodlifting and infectious.

5. The eye stare- His eyes are so telling, every look he has is incredible, but the intensity of his stare, drawing you into his soul, seeking you out. sigh.

6. The nervous look down- whenever he gets bashful or nervous, he raises his eyebrows and looks down- so sweet and vulnerable.

So, yes. He has an effect on me.
What about you?